O.O
wat am i doing here at this time?
die, sure kena poke!><
i jus cant sleep lor
then did some thinking of wat i did
pls, i'm telling u all this becuz u are my friend!
lol, tt means a passerby come oso my friend?><
okok, i jus feel tt..
idk, it's like i'm..
in other words, abusing my heart?
ok here, let's jus call my heart a 'she' alright?
it's like i'm ill-treating her?
she's doing me gd,
keeping me alive and everything?
and i took her for granted?
but u noe wat, it's time tt i take gd care of her
i cant still be taking things for granted
cuz if i continue to do this
not only will she die..
I will die..
i noe tt she hurts..
it hurts tt i'm taking things for granted..
it's like, she's doing things for me no matter wat!
even if i eat high cholestrol things, smoke and blah blah blah..
she jus kips contributing, like it's meant to be!
not asking for any rewards or favour..
and no matter what,when,whr,why and how..
no who cuz it's only me..
she jus kips working and working and working..
non stop! it's nvr ending!
it's like she's going to go on until it's last strength
and everytime i fall, or break down or jus lose out
she would jus immediately put all th blame on herelf..
even though it's if i pull my heart out and die
she would still blame on herself tt it's her fault..
and when i smoke,
she's still trying her very very best!
to kip me up in gd state.
so why do i change now?
why cant i jus leave it and walk out th last time i hurt my heart?
becuz i cant. i jus simply cant.
i would rather be so sorry, thn stop smoking
cut down on high cholestrol stuffs
and start eating vegetables.
cuz this is th only way.
i would not wan to regret it
only when i start coughing out blood
cuz it's th sign tt th heart has wearied out
and could not perform tt well already
and it's oso th sign tt she's going to fall anytime
but even if thr's really tt time,
she's still not going to stop working.
like i've mentioned, she'll kip working..
wat a spirit right!
even athletes cant do this
they'll only strive harder thn usual ppl
but still, they'll slack man.
but not for a heart!
cuz even th most persistent person
is made of a heart!
it's th heart tt's it! get things right! o.o
so isnt she perfect!! she's jus perfect!! PERFECT!!!
MAN! it's hard for someone or something to be perfect, but not for her!!*
INCREDIBLE!!!
so for whoever tt's reading
if u're feeling so guilty now at some parts of this
thn do something, and doing something means u hv to do th right things
scolding urself, saying sorry and hitting urself...
doesn even help..
all i can say tt it doesn even help by a pinch!
in fact, u're jus hurting it more.
cuz if u hit urself, u're causing her pain too
and oso, more work for her.
and saying sorry and things is jus a waste of time.
cuz, does saying sorry and scolding urself for ur doings improve?
will ur heart be better after doing thm?
think about it..
and i'd choose to change now..
and it's time tt i should.
cuz i really should.
o.o, sounding like a post to advise those smokers? ><
or th ppl who doesn hv a healthy diet? XD
sorry luhs.. but jus look out for th end of this..
it has a meaning.. WOO!! haha
yup! so tt's wat i came up wif from my lala-land time..
takecare of her, and she'll take care u back more.
cuz she'll be stronger!!! hahax..
and oso, it'll be a win-win situation isnt it?
oh ya, one last thing..
dun take this post as bullshit or horseshit or watevr other shit..
take this seriously.
cuz watever changes tt u do after tt
u'll benefit greatly from them
and u can thank me ltr..
and pls make sure, tt ur heart, is really suppose to fit thr..
cuz u hv to find th right heart..
hahax.. got some idea of wat i'm going end this wif? yah?
yes.. and why should i call my heart 'she' in here?
cant i jus call it 'it'?
becuz! it's so important to me and if i put her as it..
i'm gonna be so dead!! hahax..
abit confused maybe? hahax
kk, tell u all lor..
th 'she' i'm actually referring to somebody..
O.O i guess i no nid to say who..
cuz i think i can hear YOU saying 'ohhhhh' XD
wipe off tt sneaky smile!!
hahax.. and for th 'whowho' XD
dun "sell bottle" ler o!
hahax! oh ya, and for one part, if we tok about it
i think u would say ur "branded line"
i've marked tt part wif a *
so scroll back up to see!
phew! eased at last! ^^
hahax.. go back slp la!! (by u noe who) XD
snore like who i am! (PIG) XD
lala-land! here i come!! ^^