Haish..
how i hop tt u guys could read my heart..
u guys hv no ~!@#$%^&* idea how much my heart aches!
and it started right after i've told my dear/laopo tt i'm going to stay..
and if u tink tt going to slp and wake up in th morning it'll be over..
i can tell u, it's jus like a guilt tt's like an never ending nightmare!!
tis whole day, i'm worried about her!
th pain...
cant be described..
but for some of u out thr..
u'll noe wat i mean..
it's jus..
it's so bad tt i only could described it as BAD
SO BAD, SO DAMN BAD!!!
felt like killing someone..
or knocking my head on something really hard u noe?!!!