Heyo heyo.
Went out with Hui Cheang and Anthea today!:)
Went to eat at mos burger.
Went to library and do homework:D
Crap about future rooms & houses!
How about a cute room with cartoon? or vintage one?
TSK! using basin as toliet bowl!XDD
Went pop to buy things.
Went to HC house downstair to see if got letter.
I love HC:)

O.O
wat am i doing here at this time?
die, sure kena poke!><
i jus cant sleep lor
then did some thinking of wat i did
pls, i'm telling u all this becuz u are my friend!
lol, tt means a passerby come oso my friend?><
okok, i jus feel tt..
idk, it's like i'm..
in other words, abusing my heart?
ok here, let's jus call my heart a 'she' alright?
it's like i'm ill-treating her?
she's doing me gd,
keeping me alive and everything?
and i took her for granted?
but u noe wat, it's time tt i take gd care of her
i cant still be taking things for granted
cuz if i continue to do this
not only will she die..
I will die..
i noe tt she hurts..
it hurts tt i'm taking things for granted..
it's like, she's doing things for me no matter wat!
even if i eat high cholestrol things, smoke and blah blah blah..
she jus kips contributing, like it's meant to be!
not asking for any rewards or favour..
and no matter what,when,whr,why and how..
no who cuz it's only me..
she jus kips working and working and working..
non stop! it's nvr ending!
it's like she's going to go on until it's last strength
and everytime i fall, or break down or jus lose out
she would jus immediately put all th blame on herelf..
even though it's if i pull my heart out and die
she would still blame on herself tt it's her fault..
and when i smoke,
she's still trying her very very best!
to kip me up in gd state.
so why do i change now?
why cant i jus leave it and walk out th last time i hurt my heart?
becuz i cant. i jus simply cant.
i would rather be so sorry, thn stop smoking
cut down on high cholestrol stuffs
and start eating vegetables.
cuz this is th only way.
i would not wan to regret it
only when i start coughing out blood
cuz it's th sign tt th heart has wearied out
and could not perform tt well already
and it's oso th sign tt she's going to fall anytime
but even if thr's really tt time,
she's still not going to stop working.
like i've mentioned, she'll kip working..
wat a spirit right!
even athletes cant do this
they'll only strive harder thn usual ppl
but still, they'll slack man.
but not for a heart!
cuz even th most persistent person
is made of a heart!
it's th heart tt's it! get things right! o.o
so isnt she perfect!! she's jus perfect!! PERFECT!!!
MAN! it's hard for someone or something to be perfect, but not for her!!*
INCREDIBLE!!!
so for whoever tt's reading
if u're feeling so guilty now at some parts of this
thn do something, and doing something means u hv to do th right things
scolding urself, saying sorry and hitting urself...
doesn even help..
all i can say tt it doesn even help by a pinch!
in fact, u're jus hurting it more.
cuz if u hit urself, u're causing her pain too
and oso, more work for her.
and saying sorry and things is jus a waste of time.
cuz, does saying sorry and scolding urself for ur doings improve?
will ur heart be better after doing thm?
think about it..
and i'd choose to change now..
and it's time tt i should.
cuz i really should.
o.o, sounding like a post to advise those smokers? ><
or th ppl who doesn hv a healthy diet? XD
sorry luhs.. but jus look out for th end of this..
it has a meaning.. WOO!! haha
yup! so tt's wat i came up wif from my lala-land time..
takecare of her, and she'll take care u back more.
cuz she'll be stronger!!! hahax..
and oso, it'll be a win-win situation isnt it?
oh ya, one last thing..
dun take this post as bullshit or horseshit or watevr other shit..
take this seriously.
cuz watever changes tt u do after tt
u'll benefit greatly from them
and u can thank me ltr..
and pls make sure, tt ur heart, is really suppose to fit thr..
cuz u hv to find th right heart..
hahax.. got some idea of wat i'm going end this wif? yah?
yes.. and why should i call my heart 'she' in here?
cant i jus call it 'it'?
becuz! it's so important to me and if i put her as it..
i'm gonna be so dead!! hahax..
abit confused maybe? hahax
kk, tell u all lor..
th 'she' i'm actually referring to somebody..
O.O i guess i no nid to say who..
cuz i think i can hear YOU saying 'ohhhhh' XD
wipe off tt sneaky smile!!
hahax.. and for th 'whowho' XD
dun "sell bottle" ler o!
hahax! oh ya, and for one part, if we tok about it
i think u would say ur "branded line"
i've marked tt part wif a *
so scroll back up to see!
phew! eased at last! ^^
hahax.. go back slp la!! (by u noe who) XD
snore like who i am! (PIG) XD
lala-land! here i come!! ^^

hehe.. sorry readers!
i pig mahx.. so u noe wat pig does lor..
at least i still hv abit of posts XD
laopo poke me lehx!:(
haish sian, homework hvn even do abit
then tml hv tuition, thn cannot go out wif laopo
siao, i didn know tt tml is christmas eve?
thn still hv tuition..wtf
i'll make up to laopo th..
find one day i celebrate back wif her..
i promise oh!
ok luhs, i'll update again th..
cuz th blog like dying.. then nid laopo come help me..><
like everything oso she do like tt..
ok lors..
BYE!

huicheang here.
omg, i am so bad.
i make andy feeling guilty.....








































cuz he nvr update his blog!
tsk tsk!
so i am here to help?
:D
we two are very good and very fine.
i know reader miss him right.
he this pig ah, i go poke him soon.
ask him update, so reader wont miss him?
and blog wont be dead.
haha.
I will make him update tonight.
rawr!

Andy went class chalet!:D
hope he's enjoying himself luhs.
Heard his slippers spoil:O
Must walk barefooted .
LOLS, like so fun likedat!:D
Ho, He called me n they were playing at beach:D
LOL, fly kites and water. So fun!!
Heard him say got BBQ also at night! x)
Well, I help him update I never update.
LOLS.

Lovesloads.

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i noe tt u're afraid tt thr'll be a change btwn our commitment
but it's like
u noe tt u wont change it
and i noe tt i wont change it
i noe tt u still care about my previous relationships
and i noe tt i cant help about it cuz i cant talk gd
and honestly
i dun really tok well
sometimes, or most of th times
when i tok, it backfires but i didn noe
i cant express myself well
whn explaining i often loses track of whr i am
i dun noe how to present things correctly
it's like i'm saying pieces and pieces of puzzle
but it doesn forms a complete shape at th end..
but th main point here is
i can assure u our commitment
i will only love u and only u forever and ever..
cuz u're not my puppy love
u're my true love(though not first),
and true love..
simply means tt u're th one tt i truly loves
and will nvr ever let go of tt easily
i'll jus kip loving u unconditionally
and everyone has his/her own perception
and in mine,
u're th most beautiful person in th world,
whether it's on th outside or inside
and i love u!
so wat if thr is other ppl who loves me
and tt she is very beautiful?
u cant judge a book by it's cover right?
someone may be beautiful inside but not on th outside and vice-versa
and even if she is, does tt means tt i'll love her?
love is not jus tt..
not jus on appearance..
so pls trust me..
for i truly loves u
and if u're still afraid tt i will change somehow
i can tell u tt i jus cant live without u in my life
cuz u're jus irreplaceable in my heart no matter wat
huicheang<333

today cooked something for dear!
it's one of her fav!
cream of mush soup! ^^
but hor.. something happened..
thn it turned out to left only about one small bowl for her
:( sorry dear,
next time i cook back for u k?
had flu today
thn dear oso had flu lehx..><
but mine more serious
sian, alot of 'wantans' liao lor..><
anybody wans wanton mee?XD
jkjk..
tml dear going swimming
i nvr go..
but i'll be passing her goggles!
so still can see her!
although only awhile
but beta thn nvr see her luhs..